Tuesday, August 28, 2012
Today, I accomplished things. Today, I feel better about myself. Today, I felt like the old me for a bit. Today, I did not think about how I would feel later. Today, I took over. Today, I might not feel perfect but I made baby steps.
I decided to live for today. I got a decent night sleep last night and decided today to try to act like nothing was enabling me from doing things. I took my son to lunch. I volunteered at his school for 2 hours, went to the library and ran some errands. I might be exhausted now but it was worth it today. I felt good. Not physically but mentally and that means there is still sunshine! Baby steps are something! I did not feel like breaking down. Today, I felt normal. Who knows, maybe I can keep it up! The hardest part is putting it in the back of the mind and leaving it there.
You only have one life to live and I have to give it my everything.